the last 20 years...

i`m 21, finally....finally? are that somethig that i have to brag about? being old...burden with more responsible..have to get trough more and more "funny " things in life?
miss my last 20 years.. the 20 years that full with joy..full with tears...don`t ever ask me..what the pain that i`ve been carry all this time..just something that i can`t explain.even to myself.