A mess!

should i leave him or should i just be with him and bear all the pain?
forgiveness seem like didn`t work out anymore
all the fight...
all the words...
all the tears...
have being my buddy lately..
am i so arrogant or was he too ego?
to whom should i talk?
who will understand me?
seem like nobody will be at my side when i needed somebody to be with me..
life..
love...
pain...
am i didn`t suit in this world?